Wednesday, July 25, 2007

ystd... was Aimei's bday~ happy b'day dear ashley~ lOl

ehh... i'm rather bad at comforting people or saying nice things to people... but i still need to do something so that at least i did something zzz...

"From a headstone in Ireland:
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal."

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OKz... i've taken a photo of the new plant the principal placed on my reception desk! its omfg PRETTY! lOl... its like... an illusion~ will upload tonite IF im free .____. bloom bloom bloom (i dun have green fingers)

Sunday, July 22, 2007

eeeekkk... i missed a birthday post for myself... how pathetic.. happy belated bday to moi-self (^0^).v
My computer is dead... maybe cos i've spread my fever to it .__.

Thanks to the few who manage to drop by for the BBQ~ really sorry that i did not entertain u guys... partially its because i'm still half sick... panadol is the thing which keeps me awake these days.. its really sickening.. i want back my life! i wanna go jogging and shopping and eatting... *crys* so there goes my 20th bday.. zz..

that day, my dear friend was on the verge of breaking up with her bf (okz.. they broke off) it was raining quite heavily but we still decided to stay over at our dear friend's house... jus so to make sure she's fine... i dun understand how come my friend is soooo sooo sooo soft hearted... to me... if everything dun feel right in the beginning, i wouldn't start... (yes, its a lesson learnt) i don't know about others... but don't you want to be with someone whom you love and felt happy with for the rest of your life? if you can't see any future... why hurt each other more by going through a year of relationship and finally end it off... *blinkz*

give me back my life! *stares at the brain-toturing-and-nose-stuffing MONSTER!*

Thursday, July 19, 2007

time flies~ in about 2/3 more weeks i'll be unemployed.. lOl..time to find a new jobby~ kat.. how's yr interview?

i must say... i've learnt alot from this job... i realised that being an Adim/Recep is never easy... i remember how i initially thought that it would be a rather slacking job... but after a few weeks, i finally understood that no matter which job/position you are in, its never going to be SMOOTH.
So... since i cant change the way things work in the school, i have to accept that "way" and instead change myself to adapt to it... fortunately, it was quite a success... i manage to like the work i do now.
and thanks to the sermon regarding GIVING~ really went deep into my heart... and i felt that the more i give/help someone (even when i get nothing in return), i actually felt happier.
Furthermore, everyone likes being in CONTROL... in regards to people or problems... but will anyone be willing to be under control of someone/something? i guess not... however, i believe if for once, you let someone to control a little... maybe you will discover another you. well.. i am not interested in being in control but when it comes to my LIFE, i stand firm and true... I AM IN CONTROL OF MY LIFE bleahx :p
but other than that, i dun mind.
"every man is selfish but we fail to see our own selfishness and only see others...." quoted from KATHY...
quite true... this little word here means alot to me... LOL cos that's wad my parents always use on me. but they cant define the word for me..as in wad should i do so that im not selfish..or if they meant that i should be doing the opposite = not selfish? ... so basically im jus super sensitive to this word.. lOl..kick me :p

now starting to watch Hana Yori Dango 2, a japanese drama... summer x summer is really really fabulous! i seldom watch all the episode so consistently in the past... Joe Cheng is super cute~!

time to start working~ hahax.. ZzzZzz~ (""v"") .peace. (^o^)./

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Yesterday ... Gelare was a little tasteless to me ... due to my running nose and cough ... i simply cant taste any sweetness ... its rather saddening... and was thinking why have i not seen a doctor. i guess its part of the culture of my family... cos my grandpa was a chinese medic, who owns a chinese medicine shop and till now its still up and running. So, whenever we get sick, we will take chinese medicine and the clinic will be our last resort. I find it rather weird... cos the cause and my condition wasn't diagnose by my uncle himself instead its my mother who look at me and went to tell my uncle wad she thinks is wrong with me. i mean... shouldn't they let the "doctor" do the check himself? and later on... i was kind of forced to drink all the bitter "liang teh" (not that i hate them... i actually like to drink those ^^) without knowing wad they are... and so that's how my fever goes up and down and after 3 days... im stuck with a running nose and cough... WITHOUT any MC from a certified doctor. .________.

I'm super depressed these days as i find it super difficult to communicate with my parents... i wonder if they really understand wad i said or not...
(start of my grumbling... skip plz)
okz... cos i'm somewhat labelled as a working lady (wad they claim me to be) to them now, my mum expect me to give her monthly alllowance... alrite u ask for $50 (may not be much to me since im working) so i gave~ i din know that a "working lady" label is so different from a "study daugther" label... i simply felt that i'm no longer a daugther... instead, i'm like a overseas student staying under my landlord's roof. how depressing is that... >.<
i told my mum that i wun be able to give her the $50 this month since i started the driving thingy... (the whole course will accumulate to ard $2000-$2500) so... i was thinking if she can help me with half (not exactly half of $115) the registration fee... and she started nagging. (was on my way to the bathroom... i dun even wanna know the contents)
So... after my nice bath i thought i could go on the net or do some Sudoko but my mum come to the door of my room and again nagging... she started off with the fact that i should give her $50 and so i say ok.. fine.. $50 give u ... but my driving course will be so expensive... how will you expect me to pay alone? then she said she will help if my lesson starts... BUT THE FACT IS.. THE LESSON ALREADY STARTED LE! and i already paid for the registration fee... i explained to her about the booking and payment of the booked practical classes, how difficult it would be then to get money from her and pay for the classes for every booking i make. (i think she jus cant understand a single word i say) and she "finally" demanded for the $50 and start nagging about how she helped me to wash the clothes blah blah blah... how she is still paying for my phone bills... how i still uses her ezlink card now and then... how i went out nearly every friday sat and sun... how i spend my money (did i even spend alot? i dun think so... )... oh ya... she nags about the $30 i spend on the CRAB meal and how i was so busy that i cant bother to help her turn the kitchen fire down (hey.. if u wan to ask me to help at least dun demand for it when i'm rushing off.. i noticed something is cooking and it seems to be boiling but i din know if u wan to turn it off or wad, i went out to let u know and what i get is not a thank you but a demand.. let me know if you will help if you were in my shoes) ... these statements were made like 5 times every week... she practically compares my with a working adult... saying that i'm like those people who spends every single cent away just before i get my next pay roll... this is really too much... because I DID SAVE! (not really a big amount but my pay is only 600-800 and half my pay is safely inside my bank monthly) She claims that i din save because i go out... to her.. go out = spend money... HOW THE HELL U WANT ME TO STAY AT HOME ALL WEEK!!!!! seriously... try working all week and when you have free time for yourself... tell me if u wan to do something u wan to do outside home or u wan to stay at home to... talk to yourself? (cos there's no one at home on sat... and dun i derserve the break?)
Everytime these type of argument starts, i would in the end give up and say "fine... take wadever you want... i dun wanna argue with you now" ... cos everyone is so angry how are we suppose to talk straight? WORSE, my father tried to settle the score with me too... i thought he would at least understand the main point is about the driving lesson and the $50 BUT he just go with my mum's flow... scolded me selfish and only thinking about myself and the 2 of them harmoniously bombarded me at the door of my room.. while i'm drying my hair... . . . zzZzz

I jus wanna know... how bad am i a daugther? am i really that that that bad? to the extend that you dun wan to be my parent? have i been so extremely selfish? why am i able to communicate with other adults but not you? it really hurts... and somehow... i wanna start giving up... how am i suppose to change? how do you wan me to change? i'm grateful for the things u did... but i really duno what to do to show my gratitude... and it really saddens me that i'm expected to be grateful by my parents... i felt so unlike a daugther... im still a 19 yr old girl... but i dun say things like i expect my parents to look after me... in contary u ask me to think more for you and how thankful i should be... seriously... these things cannot be said... it really SUX to hear all these shit...
*fuck off~*

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Monday, July 9, 2007

Saturday was one of the not-so-good weekends... my nursing friends want to enjoy their last week of freedom as they will start to work 7 days non-stop for duno how many years. i can't believe they have to work on sundays too.. O.o Sooo... i partied with my girlfirends at doubleO on saturday night... at first we wanted to go to zouk cos we seriously think that its a better place.. but somehow, another friend was at dlO.. so we went down to meet.. bad mistake.. dlO is very squeezy.. ok all clubs are squeezy but dlO is really small~ there's like no dance floor lo... and so we did not really enjoy ourselves.. worse still.. there are these 'uncles' (ok.. 20+ or 30+ males) trying to make friends with us and even followed us... total ewww-ness... ZZzzzzZzzz i think that is why i got sick.. =.=

today, initially was scheduled for an interview at jurong island.. but i have to cancel it as i did not have any information on where to go till sunday evening... the agent was kind but... i wonder how come she could just leave me hanging in the air and expect me to turn up at the right venue in time... i din even know the name of the company. -.-
and so... i went shopping with mummy~ hee... only went out for like 3 or 4 hours though cos there's not alot of places we wanna shop... ^o^ but it's still nice~

my friend went to check out LONDON weight management and got a good deal~ lol...
maybe i should join her too.. >.<>

whywhylove~~

♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:30 AM

Thursday, July 5, 2007

i'm suuuuperrr buzzzzyyy these few days... wad i know is i wake up at 6.30 a.m... get ready and eat 2 pieces of bread and off i go to work. from the second i sit down my chair, i started chiong-ing the work left over from yesterday.. zzz.. basically, i got the left-overs to do, then teachers will start giving me things to count/do, the printing lady will ask me to help her do something, my admin manager will also give me instructions to complete certain task.. and last but not least.. i have to answer and deal with the phone calls + the incoming boys.. zzz


time passes very fast when i'm busy... afternoon will come faster than you can say "spongebob squarepants!"


i may have to take a leave on monday though.. cos there's an interview for me to go to.. its a laboratory tech job in jurong island... i think i wun be qualified cos i heard from jane that they expect us to work for 3 years... zzz... but well.. i'll still go see see look look~ jus to take a day off >.<>





aaaaahhhh... i dun wanna go to school~ -.-


(wad a familiar phrase i often use throughout my school life... but now... even when i work... i say the same thing.. how pathetic am i~! sobx~)

I miSS Hong Kong... really..


unforgetable scenery~ oooooooo gua~

of cos... i mIss my Eeyore too~ Awwwwwwww~~
i love u eeyore... love u love u love u~ muackz!


p.e.a.c.e v.(^o^).v

♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:27 AM

Sunday, July 1, 2007

i know i seldom blog in the Morning at work... its like the f irst time?
but i must blog now... if not after i get home, the effect would be different..

THIS parent , Sabian T_o... called the my school today early in the morning and bombared me with all his unhappiness... its just a fucking golf tournament... cant u take it easy and calm down? i wonder how these adults actually live till this age... how he became a father when he is so not ready to be one... why i question so? .. HE scolded vulgarities wahaha... i was so happy to actually hear the 2 words "BLOODY HELL" and you know wad? i again pretended and ask him to repeat himself and he really did! LOL... so he scolded 2 times... muahahahaa~~ plz sir... before you start putting the blame on our school, please look at your attitude and think what is your position to scold the school.. i wonder what made this particular father so upset... maybe he doesn't have a good sex life.. or maybe he's a bit mentally unstable.. for a second he can say he doesn't really care about the golf tournament.. cos he can just give it a miss.. then next second, he can tell me to jolly well get my teacher in charge to call him. seriously, i think he doesn't even know how to structure his thoughts and convey a relevant message to me.. i pity his daughter... if i know my father actually called up the school and scolded them, i would feel so ashamed.. the whole "my father is the hero" image is gone... more of "my father is an unreasonable villian" LOL..
Thanks to dorothy.. she later called the school (CHIJ TOA PAYOH) up and told them wad happened and ask them to do something about it.. basically, the message and all the details were relayed to their P and VP and PE HODs.. they finally admit that their staff din relay the message to them.. zzz.. ok so i was scolded for nothing. we ran a further mile for this nasty parent and called our PE HOD... (giving heals the heart) lol.. and our PE HOD was awake so early in the morning.. and he promise he would call... so the problem was finally solved.. and it somewhat ruin my day.. or maybe my week! i really dun like it when its MONDAY and EARLY in the MORNING parents call to complain.. i feel like a dustbin at the start of the week! how ewww-ish. zzz.

to the particular parent:

the lord make humans to have 2 ears and 1 mouth is because he wants us to listen more and speak less.. so don't try to motify yourself. and, try to enjoy life.. if not.. you'll just shrink at your age.. cos you are so stressed up with all the things around you that you cant even figure out a simple problem. THE PROBLEMS LIES WITH YOU, and NOT OTHERS!

guess i wun be updating tonight.. i wanna get my mind off the work.. LOL maybe more uncle's ice cream ^o^

mApLe~

♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:09 PM

Shopping really helps to lighten one's heart and of cos... lighten my pockets (cos less money in pockets=lighter zz..) ~!! Today i went for church service... the pastor was saying how GIVING is good for our hearts! and YEA~ its true... giving is actually a better blessing than receiving... I'm really touched when i was told that God actually measure us by what we give and return the same back to us~~~ aww... how sweet... haha...

OK... so after service, Wai leng and me went to the nearby cafe for a snack because its time to update ourselves.. lOl... so long never meet ler... of cos must talk talk talk...

Then... FINALLY~~~ Kathy and me met at City Hall... thanks for the free ride, Waileng! haha... and so we walk all the way to SunTEC... and .. HEY.. NO MANGO lo! zzz... thanks to kathy's friend claiming there is Mango.. (ok.. we din see Mng.. maybe there is?) Sooooo... we walk all the way to Marina Sq... went to a few boutiques and tried on some tops.. No good Hunts.. and we're getting hungry and tired.. ate at the food court instead of Gelare.. (save money for our travel plan.. AHEM~!) After that, we zOOm down to Bugis Village and continue our shopping... village is still a place for us... cheap and nice clothings LOL... We went to PaRcO next... (need Air-con) fortunately, kathy spotted a nice formal three-quarter pants which she needed..

In the end, we got what we wanted~ LaaLaaLaa~

today's YOUTH DAY... and tMl... school holiday! yea~ means i dun need to see students.. lOl..

The sea is called "dead" because its high salinity means no fish or macroscopic aquatic organisms can live in it, though minuscule quantities of bacteria and microbial fungi are present.
Sufferers of the skin disorder psoriasis also benefit from the ability to sunbathe for long periods in the area due to its position below sea level and subsequent result that many of the sun's harmful UV rays are reduced. Furthermore, Dead Sea salt has been found to be beneficial to psoriasis patients. (quoted from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Sea)
(well.. at least the DEAD sea cures skin problems.. isn't that a form of giving? O.o blur!)
the DEAD sea is so DEAD because it only RECEIVES and does not GIVE...
the SEA of GALILEE, in contrary is blooming with live..

how about the JORDAN RIVER? O.o

Time to sleep... nitey..

♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:24 AM

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