Friday, June 29, 2007
to dear katz: i'm not free okz... i dun really have the time to chat wit my frens la... like today... chat with jane and Meows.. but hor.. i think they wait 1/2 an hour for a 2-3 sentence reply from me. lol... until i really busy.. i told jane i will sms her after work..I missed Swensen's Bake Rice & Topless Five today... cos dear janeh must complete smth important... shall see it as a grace.. lol.. if not i duno how many rounds i must run to shake all the calos off.. -____-!TML~~~ is St. Gabriel's Open House + Carnival~ anyone interested can drop from 9-1(FYI.. the school "moto" - "Where boys can be boys") when i see the moto thingy.. i wanna roll onto to floor and laugh lo... but i shall respect the school la...but.. omg.. tell me... where do you find a place where... boy cannot be.. ermm... BOYS? zzz... u mean... the boys in a mixed school aren't boys... anyway... i'm glad that jane and aimei agreed to come to visit my workplace. heex... maybe they were forced to go... but its still nice.. :p thank u! Love u guys DEEP DEEP! lol...learn those words from my colleagues...they like to say "Good - Da - Morning" (in a weird way) and "Good - Da - Bye"and they call the P "no. 1" and VP "no.2" and so on... LOLafter the welcome of the new CSO... we started observing and commenting about her movements.. omg.. it like so bad of us.. but i'm sry i cant help it la.. she's extemely "entertaining" to watch at. wahahahaa~ she is super careful with her possession.. she wun log in windows when people are ard her desk... and she LOCKs the computer and drawers when she go for lunch.. plus she bring a bag along with her to the canteen.. and sit by herself. i can understand if she is "zhi bi" like me.. but... wad with the bag and why so secretive? i tell my mum that she is gonna plant a BOMB in the school's staff toilet... LOL... or maybe she wants to rob away all the money the school has.. zzz..i duno if she hates me or hate the phone... (its rather silly to hate a nonliving thing) anyway... she "diao" me today... when i was unable to pick up the phone and she have to answer it cos i was talking to another CSO... i was super puzzled lo... and like wad i told meow in msn... she got 1 month plus more to "diao" me... after that... she can stand in front of the mirror and "diao" herself... cos i dun think she is daring enought to do that to any of the others...... i cant accept people who look down on others.. ...ok.. time to zzz... ^o^ tml's a busy day~ lalalalalaaa~
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:25 AM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
life is so dull when i'm working...kind of remembered those times when i was still in secondary... although during lessons i would be daydreaming, but whenever the school bell rings (end of school), i gather with a few of the other band members and rush down to the band room.. the memories i have there would never be forgotten... those tears and joy... seriously... life seems so much more fun at that time. how i wish i can rewind the time and go through the whole experience once again. LOL... OK~ i know... I'm old.. and time waits for no MAN... fiNE~ but i'm only 3/5 MAN! (as in WOMAN) ^o^ I MISS PLAYING IN THE BAND... oh ya... that day went to yamaha... jane wanted to learn the FLUTE.. that's her dream~ lol... as for me... i only wanted to play... kinda realised i'm not as serious as her... i mean... i jus wan to know some basics of playing and maybe learn a song or two... but not pick it up and be a PRO... but u have my support babe (jane)! lol... reach for yr dreams while u still can! GRAB-IT! Today's entry is such a mess... ok... to meow~ really really hope yr ah ma will get bETTER!~suddenly i realised...as i AGE~~ i know of more and more people around me dealing/battling with illness/death...if that is so i wish to remain as a child... but as a child... i wun know what is death!its true that no one knows what may happen tomorrow...but i cannot wait for tomorrow to reveal itself...i must live fully today and plan for tomorrow~! ?-p.a.r.a.n.o.i.d-?-=-working permanently damages one's life.-=-working with ineffective+weird people... shortens one's life... conclusion... work = risk .. LOL ~ but work = $$! SO.... RISK = $$ OMG... its so true. faintz.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:44 AM
Monday, June 25, 2007
We had JoY~ we had FuN~ we Had Seasons in the Sun~ S-I-L-O-S-O
Wheeee~ i'm so tall i touch the leaves or that tree muahahahaa~
Aimei is so suitable to be a beach girl... she's tan... haiz... but she doesnt like it.. zz
Sentosa~! Clean & Green~
On e SKYRIDE~ ($5-1way & $9-2way) SUPER fun! erm... 0.5 x speed. but aimei freaked out LOL...~ thou shall not put the pic here.. K? =)
there's lots of peacocks there... i think they breed~~
its the start of the school term... as usual i went to work thinking its jus another day~! i didn't felt this bad luck creature clinging behind me... by the time i realised my day was such a disaster, i'm already on my way home. Its not because it doesn't make an impact on me... unfortunately, it made me wanna cry. (and i think i did... i ran to the toilet and force my tears back down) ... if anyone thinks its easy to force yourself not to cry when u felt totally useless and still need to fake a dumb smile on your damn face.. maybe u would like to try it... and tell me. i duno wad have gotten into this particular parent... thank god that her son is not even in our school... she's just a participant of the golf tournament held by our school which will commerce on July the 6th... and so... this "highly-annoying-self-proclaimed-caring-mother" called to ask about the details of the golf tournament.. and believe me... she is one pain in the ass..
this is how it goes..
the monster: "HELLO- I'm a parent looking for the GOLF GOVERNOR~!"
moi: "i'm sorry, i'm afraid Mdm M is not in the staff room right now... may i take down your message... wad is it regarding?"
the monster: (sudden change of attitude- SHOUTED) I HAVE ENOUGH OF YOUR SCHOOL! EVERYTIME I CALLED YOU GUYS WILL TELL ME THAT THE TEACHER IS NOT THERE IF NOT YOU SAY YOU DUNO ABT THE DETAILS OF THE TOURNAMENT! WAD IS THIS! OK LA.. TAKE DOWN MY NO.! 9000000(BLAH BLAH)
moi:(i'm not in a v good mood...so i pretend i din catch the no. which i actually did :p) "can u plz repeast yourself cos i cant get you~ (she repeats *irritated*) hmm... okzzz... Oh~ jus wan to let u know, our teachers here are rather BUSY as its the first day of the term. Furthermore.."
OK... she exploded... LOL... she's like.... heard the word "B-U-S-Y", she did not give me a chance to finish my sentence... SHE GOES to the BERSEK MODE! starting screaming into the phone... and all i did was... pull 10 centi away from the phone myself... and then she hang up on me! i was thinking... WAD THE HELL DID I DO? mmm... at that moment... i was thinking oh my... im such a failure in dealing with these people... but now... thinking back... i think it wasn't my entire fault. SHE SERIOUSLY NEEDS CONSULTATION FROM AN ANGER MANGEMENT CONSULTANT... maybe i should have recommend her the anger management course the Primary 5s are taking now... *Shrugs!*
okz... backtrack~ I'm in such bad mood because my manager actually claims that she doesn't know that this week is my last week, WHEN THE WHOLE F__king OFFICE KNOWS I"M LEAVING AT THE END OF JUNE! alright... she is a nice lady... so i shall not show her the black face... but... after all that happened today (ard 6 parents called after sch and ask me where their son is! LIKE I KNOW! if they need to stay in school do you think i will know better instead of u? Dun tell me im the MOTHER of all the 800++ boys! zzz) but anyway... i went to talk to my manager after working hours... and i mention that i wanna find a job relevant to my study. she replied "you only work there awhile they wun want you de la!" i'm like WTF! so are u cursing me or convincing me? 6 mths is HALF A YEAR! when i enter your sch... i already mention i'll be able to work for ard 4 mths... Mar-Jun.. so now you telling me i can't leave.. ok FINE! then i asked her when is the desired time she wants me to leave... her reply was a shock... "WORK AS LONG AS YOU CAN LO" zzzz... then i tell myself... i really had enough... i must go far far away from the people in this sch... if not i may start cursing and swearing things. i told her i will consider and went off straight...
i really dun like not being given an option... dun i have a choice to do the way i wan things to be done? dun anyone even think whether i'm really happy working there? so wad if i'm able to complete work fast... it doesn't give u the right to push all the work to me...!
I WANNA FLY AWAY FROM ALL OF THEM! i know im running away... but this time... i'm gonna change tt fucking attitude of those parents...
'A little gratitude shown to the people who helped you would be enough for that person to run a mile for you.'
SOOOOooooOOoo... feeling so down... i bought my favourite UNCLE's ice cream~ wahahahaa~ and i'm contented to have it heex... althou still a little down... but i figured out that i must stay strong and focus. If my choice is to leave by july, i must fight for it! GOGOGO!
heart heart heartx thumbs up for the icecream... thumbs down for my messy hair.. im too stressed...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:25 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
woo.. i think i have too much time zzz.. so i went to create a mini picture LOL... its all characters of the game i played.. they've got cute characters so i used them ^o^ Jus a sudden thought... Basically... it meant wad u think it meant ba lOl... somehow love cannot be judge by others.. but only you yourself...It YOUR LIFE~! so... why not live it the way you want it to be?haaxxx... a simple picture can speak a thousand words... im so bo liao these days... duh~May everyone ENJOY their WEEKEND! yea~ next week would be the LAST WEEK of work... lol... i think i will miss the FOoD and People there... they're actually real nice peeps and the FoOoooD... damn, its GOOooD! plus CHEAP. wahhaahaa!so here goes the stupid pic i made...
*sry... im more in favour of musically inclined peeps... lOlPEACE v.(^o^),v
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:20 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
okzzz.. i finally got time to update on my Genting + KL trip hee... well who cares rite.. no one reads my blog except for kat. sobz~ so ... jus wan to post up some photos~ ^o^a picture before we hop onto the bus~
we are blessed with the view of sunrise~!
introducing~ the new... Ed Edd Eddie~ lol (erm... its a cartoon character)
and more photos without people ;p
OK! I'm super super obsessed with this ride haha... LOVE LOVE LOVE IT~zzzzz~ Pirate ship.. .. din went in.. opz.!
FOOD~ OUTBACKS @ KL ^o^
the STAR waitress~ she's cute okz..
GOOD FOOD + GOOD SERVICE = THUMBS UP~~ + lots of TIPS
we'll miss this place.. >.< (dreamy)
SOooo... that's about all ~
our next target would be REDANG BEACH~! i will regret if i die (choy!) before stepping into redang and experience the life there~
in love with travelling... $$= TRAVEL!
tt's why i wanna fly... wind~will u take me with u? please..?
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:49 AM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
am at work right now ~ superduper sianzzZzz... but well... only working till the end of the month ^O^oh yea~ I received SIM reply letter... was told that they would reserve a place for me in the JANUARY intake cos JULY intake FULL ler... BooOoozz... on the other hand... its actually a good chance for me to try out Chemical Engineering work. hiak hiak... plus... i can really start deciding what im interested in and what to study. THANK GOD for helping me path out my route... the strange thing is... i never knew there is this alternative. i mean, i initially thought that i can ONLY either study at SIM or start working... but right now... if im not wrong to think that way... a place is sercured for me in SIM? and im getting this chance to work... this is what i call 1 stone kill 2 birds. heex... really... i'm loving my life .. opz..OKz~ tonight is da NIGHT.. lol.. I'm going down to DXO with my dearies~ muahahahaa.. time to have some fun after the long week ^-^ anyway... dun think we will stay long inside... will be chatting more bahz. LOL... i hope the NO SMOKING in clubs have already been implemented >.<>
While we girls are having fun... the guys from our clique will be going ARMY ... lesser prata mate for us le... lOl... may lord bless them all to be safe and healthy~ come to think of it... they will be super fit after they come out of BMT 0______o i shall start my self training... haha...
Im going to start my gaming soon! Grenado Espada ~ hoping it would be fun.
i still wanna fly~
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:29 PM
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
1...2...3...4...
its 05/06/07
whee~~
somehow... i must blog today. cos the date is rather special~ lol...
still haven download the photos my friend uploaded .. opz..
time to sleep~ Life is so so so... wadever.
I'm MiSSiNg everyone~!
P.e.a.c.e .v.(^o^).v.
~!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:06 AM
Monday, June 4, 2007
lalalalalazzz...
I’m back from Genting & KL~! Time pass really fast when we are having FUN! Haiz… back to St Gabriel’s ... WORK x 3 sobZzz…
I bought quite a few stuff over at KL… 3 shirts, a sandal, 2 bags and a pouch. LoL… can’t believemy friends and me shop so much. Unfortunately, we had to give Sunway Lagoon a MISS~ cos we will not be able to shop if we were to go there… well… there’s always another time! really hope to go there again with moi dearies! I really treasure the time we spend together in the hotel room, within closed doors… and did our GAL’s TALK! Haha… I was rather surprised to hear some of the things as it would not have come across my mind if no one told me so. Anyway… life is full of obstacles and challenges yeah? sO, we shall put on our favourite sports shoe (OMG~ I din buy my adidas sneakers at Cntown… *crys*) and dash through to the finish line! ^o^.v.
I liked Genting~ not because of the rides… its because the weather and the air there is superb. Though not comparable to Hong Kong. PLUS… somehow I dun really felt bloated for the first time overseas! LoL… wad a weirdo I am. And I realised that I should not eat “Bao Zi Yuan” when I’m constipating… (that’s wad my friend said) cos it stops me from going to toilet…making it WORSE… WTF! Pls kick me!
I wanted to download the pictures my friend took during the trip (my digicam is still hibernating~) but its taking too long to download.
SoOooOooo… I shall share some dramas I’m currently clinging on to! LoL..
Introducing~! 换换爱 & 花より男子 (romaji): Hana Yori Dango
Mike He - kAkoI des~! (o^-^o)./
Matsumoto Jun kAkoi desuka? (yAmApi cuter lOz!) 
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:22 AM
